Me and Chase are trying harder to budget our money. We really really want to be out of debt, and I keep doing stupid stuff to get us more in debt. There is plenty of money coming in if I make good choices, and if I can get more debt paid off. And if I do really good this year, I am getting a new sewing machine for Christmas. So for this week I thought I was doing really good- I was only a tiny bit over budget, and I wasn’t supposed to be using the debit card again till Friday. I got into the car to take Brad to the dentist on Wednesday and realized we were going to need more gas. But if I filled up with gas on Wednesday, it would throw off the whole budget for next week, and that tank of gas wouldn’t last us till the next pay day. So I panicked. And put it on the credit card. Then at the dentist I had allotted a certain amount from our checking account for the dentist, but I panicked and didn’t use the debit card at all and put even more on the credit card. I had this idea stuck in my head that I needed to hold onto all of my money to feed my kids. That afternoon I received a discover gift card in the mail. it will help with the groceries. It may have even counterbalanced the extra tank of gas had I not used the credit card. And silly thing was, I knew it was supposed to be coming. I was doing everything right, putting all my money where it was supposed to be, and I have one little setback and panicked and made the debt even worse. If I had a little more faith, and a better memory, I could have had a little less stress in my life this week. The 25th we get a bigger than normal paycheck, plus our tax refund should be getting here around that time. I will be putting as much as I can towards debt and then running the numbers again. Apparently we need to increase the budget for gas- I don’t think getting a gift card on the day I need to pay for gas is going to happen all that often.
And here is some of Brad’s artwork, he is very imaginative:
“2 guys are trying to get a walking-talking piece of gold that broke out of a box, but they fell on spikes that makes their blood come out, and then the blood turns into lava.”